Maybe the reason why I feel tight with my parents is because I only see them couple times a year
When we’re separated I forget the problems we’ve had. They just pause.
When we’re together they just get bigger.
And then pause.
Sometimes I cry because I miss them so much.
Then other times I cry because they make me so angry
Can there ever be perfect love in a family
The answer is clearly no.
That so sad.
It’s sad that love has to be balanced by hate.